<TEXTAREA style="WIDTH: 200px; SCROLLBAR-ARROW-COLOR: black; HEIGHT: 100px" cols=22> shaan penmetsa </TEXTAREA>

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If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together..
there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe,
stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.
but the most important thing is, even if we're apart..
i'll always be with you. <333

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me things that i don't want to know. I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

"so i cried last night.."

HAHAHAHAHAA

now im grown and all alone
and wishing i was with you tonight
yes i can garentee
things are sweeter in tennessee.
               NORRiS LAKE TENNESSEEE SUMMER '07 <3 amazing.

& shes got everything i got to live without

"i really dont love and miss youu, i cant stand you to be honast.. its the person that i though you were, and how you used to be.. that i just cant get over"

"sometimes, you think you`ve gotten over
a person, but when you see him smile and suddenly realize, you`re
just pretending you`re over him to ease the
pain of knowing hes with someone else/
that you've screwed things up, and that youll probbly never ever be back together

"people ask "why do you like him?" and honestly, i really dont know. but there's just something about him that i just love and cant let go...."

"You aren't going to be his first his last or his only... he's cared about someone else before and he will again, but if he cares for you now what else matters? He's not perfect, you aren't either, and the two of you will never be perfect... but if he can make you laugh at least once, hold onto him and give him the most you can... he is not going to quote poetry... he's not going to be thinking about you every moment... but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break... so don't hurt him, don't change him, and don't expect more than he can give you... don't analyze... smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when hes not there..."

and when you take, you take the very bitter best of me..

Got twenty-six messages on my voicemail
And I've only called my best friend back
And I told her when it comes to my life these days
I'm somewhere between a cry and a laugh

driving away, from the wreck of the day, and i'm thinking about calling on jesus. cuz love doesnt hurt so i know i'm not falling in love. i'm just falling to pieces. if this is giving up, then i'm giving up; on love.

you know you really love someone
when you don’t hate them for
breaking your heart

<3

I don't miss you when our song comes on the radio; I long for you. I don't think of you when someone calls me "baby"; I remember us. I don't hope it's you when the phone rings; I pray it's you. I don't remember those times when I see the spot where we first kissed; I cherish & miss them. I don't cry myself to sleep when I see you with another girl; I die.

I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad but sometimes moving on
with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye..

i need you,
like a needle needs a vein,
like my uncle joe in oklahoma needs rain,
i need you,
like a lighthouse on the coast,
like the father and the son need the holy ghost,
i need you <333

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things i said to you
And i know i can't take it back
I love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round And i just wanted to say i'm sorry.

keep on doing what your doing.
cause its making you happy.

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me things that i don't want to know. I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

now im grown and all alone
and wishing i was with you tonight
yes i can garentee
things are sweeter in tennessee.

&& even though i remind myself
that we'll never be together
i still wont let myself fall for anyone else

You know you miss me
And I can see that you think about me
so why do you act like you don't care
like all this love between us isn't there
I know that you're upset
I know I did you wrong
I know that you want me to pay for all the pain i've caused
but in the end it all comes down to just one thing
it's you and me...

           "Let's make a resolution.
                  I'll drink to that.
             Let's always stay friends.
         Friendship is thicker than blood...
         That depends...Depends on trust.
             Depends on true devotion.
                 Depends on love.
       Depends on not denying emotion..."
                          -rent

"SHAAN PENMETSA"

COMMENTT ORRR DiEEE !!

there's a difference
in what we want
and in what we need.
im just stuck in
     b e t w e e n.

Love & some verses you hear
say what you can't say.
Love  to  say  this  in  your  ear,
"I'll  love  you  that  way"

we have to make our own mistakes.     
                          we have to learn our own lessons. we
                          have to understand for ourselves. that
                          knowing is better than wondering, that
                          waking is better than sleeping, and
                          that even the biggest failure, even the
                          worst most intractable mistake beats
                          the hell out of never trying
                                              -- grey's anatomy

get behind my eyes for another view
  of painted skies beautiful blue
    don't be surprised if I'm a lot like you
 we'll carve a place for you to discover it all
         snap into a different frame of mind
     it's a game of seek and find
 run the maze with lots of lines in the walls

<333333333

                                      <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

she never makes a sound as her heartbreaks inside of her chest and all she feels is loneliness
but it's better that way
it's better that way she says
i see your eyes with the sunset
in the warm september skies
i feel you crash like the ocean
rolling out with the tide
i feel you fall like rain
oh and as you surround me i pray
so fall out and fall down
said it only hurts when i'm breathing

i dont know whats gonna happen, but thats alright with me ;;
i open up my arms and i embrace the mystery.

i loved you; i tried to be with you.
and every time you kissed me i thought it actully meant something.
i was giving you a second chance.
you said you loved me too.
all for me to hear..what?
i just want to be friends & i dont love you?
and in the end, you never loved me,
you never wanted to be with me so you used me,
and you got what you wanted, but me..i got nothing

&when you forget her,
don't you dare remember me..

You know how when your a little kid and you believe in fairy tales that fantasy of what your life would be, w h i t e dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tail disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of f a i t h, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
-Greys Anatomy

i wish i could say i was done sitting around waiting for you to
change but the truth is i still have that little bit of hope and faith
that you might open your eyes and things will turn around.

i want to be someone's last call at night;
and their first thoughts waking up.

sometimes all i want is just one minute with you again..

"The whole time i was yelling at him, all i wanted to do was just....kiss him. Oh my God, i wanted to kiss him!"
- october road

Pretending the feelings aren't there;
doesn't make them go away..

here i am, there you are, wish upon a falling star..

he makes me melt like a popsicle on the fourth of july..
-little rascals

She let her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream
and you crushed her plans
She never even knew
she had a choice
and that's what happens
When the only voice she hears
is telling her she can't;
Stupid boy

Take me back,
          to the place where I could feel your heart
          is this the end or just the start of
          something really, really beautiful
          wrapped up and disguised as
          something really, really ugly.

and it's okay if you have to go away
oh just remember the telephones well they work both ways
and if i never ever hear them ring
if nothing else ill think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else, and thats okay
cause ill remember everything we saidddd.
when you and i both loved.

time square can't shine as bright as you..

today, im gonna keep on walking,
im gonna hold my head up high,
got no more tears to cry.

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